My sister in law is trying to divorce her husband. He is an ass. However, he is a hardworking ass who is a reasonably good father (for an ass), and pays all the bills, and generally enables her to stay home. She is not a smart girl, tough start, as well as a slew of [...]
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What has been keeping me busy
Posted in relationships on April 28, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Falling in love
Posted in horse, relationships on February 5, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I was nervous making the drive to meet him for the first time. The closer we got, the sicker I felt. I still wasn’t sure if I wanted him to be the one, or if I was just wanting another quick disappointment so that I could at least get back home quickly without wasting too [...]
So what’s this gonna cost? (part 1)
Posted in body image, change, eating, relationships, self-esteem, sex on August 10, 2008 | 1 Comment »
A theory : “maybe you keep regaining the weight because you are afraid of being thin”. I have read of women who don’t like being sexualized, so the extra pounds protect them from that. I have read of women who don’t like sex, so the extra pounds protect them from that. I have read of [...]
Fat. Sex.
Posted in body image, relationships, self-esteem, sex, weight loss on May 1, 2008 | 4 Comments »
Fat sex really doesn’t do it for me. I hate the feel of my body being fat when I’m alone. I really hate the feel of my body being fat next to another body. I despise the feel of my body being fat and hot and bothered under another body. I loath the feel of [...]
Mystery solved
Posted in eating, emotional eating, family, food, relationships on March 7, 2008 | 3 Comments »
The “why things crashed and burned miserably this week” mystery has been solved. Thankfully, it didn’t take too much digging. Just a few days of food battles. On the weekend, my partner (my wonderful, kind, loving, caring partner) let me know that eating BBQ each Sunday night was getting boring. I love BBQ every Sunday [...]